Post by lainey kathrine amster. on Jul 23, 2009 22:43:00 GMT -5
w e ' r e o n b u r l e s q u e t i m e ,
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[/sub][/font][/size][/color]oh hai there! my name is rory and i'm a pretty smokin' boy/girl. you may have seen me around before. after all, i have been roleplaying for three years. i'm pretty awesome and i dig equally awesome people, which is why my playby is rachel bilson. she's pretty gnarley. anyway, not only do i play this hot chick, but i also play futere tay swift char. i'm the coolest - i even read the rules! want proof? rulesword. exactly!- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
[/color]well hey there, beauty. what's your name?alright, alright. my name is lainey kathrine amster. i really like it. it's original and spunky and just a cool name. usually people call me lains. i hate it. it's stupid. but i guess after twelve years of it you just kind of adjust to it. so you can call me that but only that. kay?pretty name! how many years have you been blessing this world with your presence?kay, kay i'll tell you. i'm nineteen. soon to be twenty. of course my birthday is november twenty second. great right? yeah it is. so i was born eighteen years ago to maria and anthony amster. great people. to be honest i know nothing about the day i was born other than the basics. like i was born in a hospital and everyone they cared about was there. sorry i can't say much but that's all i know.tell me, why are you here again?yeah, i'm a citizen. i love this place. i graduated a year ago. which is pretty cool i guess.do you prefer boys, girls, or both?i like guyssss. no secret c:tell me about your love life, sweetie.
[blockquotei wish i couold say that i'm one of those people who likes settling down but sadly i can't. i've been more into hookups. things like that always just happen. it's horrible but it's reality.well my realtity.
what do you like to do?
things i like? well here goes. i like animals. dogs and cats and all well fish. haha. i love old movies. audrey hepurn is love. that along with chocolate. seriously who doesn;t love candy? i also like other snacks like pizza and popcorn. one thing i find really cool is sleeping in late because i stay up all late usually. a lot of what i like is music. old music from the 80's is just great. van halen, air supply uhh amazing? yes. yes it is. i'm just really in to things like that. i guess it goes along with my personality or so i've been told. but we can talk about that later.
what grinds your gears?
i'm certainly not a hater but i guess i can list ten. for starters i HATE waiting in lines. and the way people can act sometimes. you know being overtalkative, and overly sensitive. it drives me insane. i also don't like being sick or eating soup or carrots. i never liked veggies. and horror films. their just weird. so are reality shows. all those fake people get on my nerves.
what makes you cower in fear?
well when i was six my mom took me to the circus. i was so excited and it had all seemed so amazing. but afterward the stupid clown was chasing me around. god knows why. i was so fucking scared. i couldn't find my mom. i screamed like hell and i never ever want to see a clown again.
tell me - are you an innocent little one?
umm no i've never done anything illegal. wait that's bull i'd go to parties all the time with my fake ID in highschool. but seriously who hasn't. i was a kid and i did what i had to do. but i'm really not that wild.
ha! i knew it! what're some of your secrets? i won't tell!
secrets here. be descriptive!
what about your parents? are they good people?
character's parents, relationships with them, etc.
surely you have some siblings?
only child betchh
what do you want to do with your life?
i'll start with short term because i was just thinking about this. well i really need a job so i can get myself a car. i guess that's two goals but hey those are a bit simpler than my long-term or whatever. so my long term goal would be... becoming a journalist i guess. i love to write. it's what i do. but i really feel like if i keep working at it i can make a career out of it.
you're amazing! tell me something else, love.
cheerios rock my socks ![/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Scared. She was scared. Well, she thought she was anyway. This wasn't a big scare if it was a scare at all., It was just an emotion. Something that would always be there. Something that would keep on holding on. There was nothing she could do about this kind of thing anyway. Cora wasn't the problem here. The other girl was. Whatever- whoever she was she was most definitely the problem. Now even mister Logan Valentine knew she was the problem. He was cheating. He had to be. It was the only explanation she could think of as to why he was being so distant lately. She loved him. She missed him. Dearly in fact. Logan was her boyfriend after all. Boyfriends were supposed to be with their girlfriends in highschool. This was the time to be together. Cora knew that, but she couldn't quite understand why that awful boy, Logan just didn't. He wasn't stupid. Certainly not mentally ill but only a normal teenage boys. And, normal teenage boys were supposed to know these things. They were just suppose to care. That was all Cora wanted. See that was partially a lie. Logan did care. She knew he cared but that care was fading. It was quickly and she knew something was happening. She did try to ask him what was wrong. Of course he had given her the 'oh i've just been busy' response. She didn't believe it. She just refused to believe it. If she had believed it then she was a fool for crying. If she had believed it than none of this was necessary. It was all just foolish and wrong. Cora was not wrong. She was a bit of a perfectionist but she knew right from wrong. Logan was lying. That was an absolute fact.
If time had turned back... that would be a miracle. A miracle and phenomenon in her head alone. She could go back and just relive those happy days. DO some things over and change herself. She of course did not want to change herself but Cora knew Logan wanted more. She wasn't enough. Maybe that was what started all of this. If she could go back and maybe wear shorter shorts and stick her ass out than maybe Logan would've stuck with her. Held on to her and not have lied. It took a real jackass to lie to someone who loved you. She loved him. If love could be a bigger word, if it could seem more meaningful and intense than she could say with only three words exactly what she felt to him. He had said he loved her back too. What kind of crap is that? Saying you love someone than going off and cheating and acting like everything is just fine. It was crap that even cora couldn't take. It was starting to feel like her life was turning into a soap opera and life was not a big fan of hers. It had felt like it had just crapped all over her and she was left here to just feel stupid. Well she felt stupid alright. Lied to and cheated, she felt it all. That immense feeling of being loved felt loose on her and like it was not even there at all. Cora took a tissue from the box on her bedside and began to wipe her tears.
It had took about an hour but she had finally felt put together. She'd put on a smile and everything. Cora deserved an oscar for all this pretending like she was fine with what Logan had said. He would be at her house soon. If there was one thing she never wanted to happen it was letting Logan seeing her cry like the sao she was an hour ago. She hated when people saw her crying. She was strong. Cora just had to be strong. Being strong been running in her family for a long time and she wasn't about to stop the race. So after her almost-meltdown she had gotten ready for when logan came. She looked normal now. Like a normal just-fine-with-her-stupid-lying-boyfriend Cora. When Logan got to her house he would look at her and think to himself 'She doesn't even care. She's fine' and that was exactly what she had wanted.
Knocking., That was it. The sound that she'd been waiting for. She took herself out of her deep thought after a few moments and slowly walked to the door. He was waiting. He should be waiting. Liars should wait longer for people anyway. For ythe shit that they do they should get snipits of crap thrown back at them.She took her hand up and opened the door. There he was. She smiled. "Hey. Uh come in" She said opening the door more so he would be able to come in. He was amazing. She couldn't believe it. Cora had been in love with Logan for so long and she was now. Just seeing whatever kind of liar he was. She didn't care. She told herself not to care. She was putting on an act that she was fine after all. Or she told herself it was all an act.
If time had turned back... that would be a miracle. A miracle and phenomenon in her head alone. She could go back and just relive those happy days. DO some things over and change herself. She of course did not want to change herself but Cora knew Logan wanted more. She wasn't enough. Maybe that was what started all of this. If she could go back and maybe wear shorter shorts and stick her ass out than maybe Logan would've stuck with her. Held on to her and not have lied. It took a real jackass to lie to someone who loved you. She loved him. If love could be a bigger word, if it could seem more meaningful and intense than she could say with only three words exactly what she felt to him. He had said he loved her back too. What kind of crap is that? Saying you love someone than going off and cheating and acting like everything is just fine. It was crap that even cora couldn't take. It was starting to feel like her life was turning into a soap opera and life was not a big fan of hers. It had felt like it had just crapped all over her and she was left here to just feel stupid. Well she felt stupid alright. Lied to and cheated, she felt it all. That immense feeling of being loved felt loose on her and like it was not even there at all. Cora took a tissue from the box on her bedside and began to wipe her tears.
It had took about an hour but she had finally felt put together. She'd put on a smile and everything. Cora deserved an oscar for all this pretending like she was fine with what Logan had said. He would be at her house soon. If there was one thing she never wanted to happen it was letting Logan seeing her cry like the sao she was an hour ago. She hated when people saw her crying. She was strong. Cora just had to be strong. Being strong been running in her family for a long time and she wasn't about to stop the race. So after her almost-meltdown she had gotten ready for when logan came. She looked normal now. Like a normal just-fine-with-her-stupid-lying-boyfriend Cora. When Logan got to her house he would look at her and think to himself 'She doesn't even care. She's fine' and that was exactly what she had wanted.
Knocking., That was it. The sound that she'd been waiting for. She took herself out of her deep thought after a few moments and slowly walked to the door. He was waiting. He should be waiting. Liars should wait longer for people anyway. For ythe shit that they do they should get snipits of crap thrown back at them.She took her hand up and opened the door. There he was. She smiled. "Hey. Uh come in" She said opening the door more so he would be able to come in. He was amazing. She couldn't believe it. Cora had been in love with Logan for so long and she was now. Just seeing whatever kind of liar he was. She didn't care. She told herself not to care. She was putting on an act that she was fine after all. Or she told herself it was all an act.
